Abuse of any sorts is wrong, btw.
Back to the point of things...it's SUCH A BIG RELIEF that Kendall didn't accept me. If not, I'm thrilled. I can set my goals for the near future now. Fuck yes. This new website I joined about a week ago gives me a great feeling like I would have wanted when going to Kendall. Open minded, different, and decent people not throwing fits over everything and anything. I really feel great.
I want to dive into life's reality at be slapped senseless by it!!! So I can come out, proving to myself I can do well in life. Fuck the negativities, I will get past them. Time. Time is needed, just not too much. I want to move out asap! Damn! I haven't felt this great in a long, long time.
I believe once out of this rut I've been in for the longest time, I can show off my brightest of colors again. For once, I'm aiming high and I still expect to be smacked down. I want to love and breathe and be, god dammit!
I'm excited for school to end. (with a few exceptions.) ;]
TA.